Actually, I'm tired. Emotionally and physically. Sometimes, I just wished that I can just fall asleep and don't wake up anymore. Pathetic me. I always thought it will be hard for me someone leaves. Yes, everything seems wrong without you. But, it's not as bad as i thought either. At least, i survived. At least, I'm still alive.
Pretending to be okay, to be strong. But actually I wanted to say. No, I am not okay. I am exhausted. Life is exhausting. Loving people is exhausting. And thinking you’ve lost someone you love? Well, that’s the most exhausting thing of all. Turn back, you will only see THEM. So, just get a life ! Forget about it. Learn to be alone, that's nothing hard. :)
Having nightmare, but I can't tell you anymore.
"I hate it when a song gets ruined because of the memories that come with it."