Just maybe I'm not strong as I think. I'm down here crying every night after I has done with my revision of the day. I'm done with my law paper 12/22 in last week, I'm not sure if I can get a nice grade for it. Next, is my psychology and economics paper. Okay, I rarely attend the lecture class for these two subjects. Because I found that I don't understand the tutor teaching method, so that I decided to study my own. Yes, it is very tough for me. That's why I'm down here crying every night, and I can tell no one about it. I'm totally fucked up myself now.
Okay next, I don't know recently my minds always came up with those negative thinking. I'm still blaming myself for the past. What if I didn't do that? What if what if what if ! That's no such thing as "what if?". Just fuck myself alright.
I miss you, my beloved. Looking forward to this coming Friday! You gotta accompany me for the whole day alright. I'm really down with my stressful life. I miss you. Sighs.
"Life is like a marathon. To get to the finish line, you have to get over all the obstacles."
